Parents of the Louisville gunman: 'We wish we could undo it.'

A warning about melatonin for kids. Plus, how often should you wash your pillows? April 27, 2023 | [VIEW IN BROWSER]( This is TODAY April 27, 2023 | [VIEW IN BROWSER]( This is TODAY The parents of the young man who killed five people and wounded eight others in a shooting at a Louisville bank earlier this month speak out in an exclusive interview with TODAY's Savannah Guthrie. Plus, what parents need to know about the safety of melatonin gummies for kids, and 31 deals on women's swimsuits for summer. The Latest   [The parents of the Louisville bank shooter say their son met with a psychiatrist 4 days before the attack.]( The [parents of Connor Sturgeon](, 25, who killed five people and injured at least eight others earlier this month in a shooting at a bank where he worked in Louisville, spoke out in an [exclusive interview]( this morning with TODAY's Savannah Guthrie. "We are so sorry. We are heartbroken," Lisa Sturgeon told Savannah. ["We wish we could undo it, but we know we can't."]( The Sturgeons said their son had been struggling for a year with panic attacks and anxiety and had attempted suicide. They joined him at a meeting with a psychiatrist just four days before the shooting and two days after police said he legally purchased an AR-15. "Because of his mental condition, he should not have been able to purchase the gun,” Lisa Sturgeon said. The couple said Connor was at a family party for Easter the day before the shooting and showed no signs of struggle. "I do want to say, though, I had no idea, and even when he was telling me that he was sort of in a crisis, we thought we had it handled," Lisa said. "We thought it was being managed." [See the full interview here](. [Are melatonin gummies safe for kids? 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