Crash Course: "They cannot survive without fear": A heretic on leaving the evangelical church

In "Heretic," Jeanna Kadlec writes of the hard but necessary journey of escaping fundamentalist Christianity. [View in browser](~/AASU4wA~/RgRlQ4FMP0Q2aHR0cHM6Ly9yZWFkLmxldHRlcmhlYWQuZW1haWwvY3Jhc2gtY291cnNlL2xldHRlci81ODUzVwNzcGNCCmNPTPxgYyLvQ8BSG3RyaXN0cmFtYmFsZHdpbjg1QGdtYWlsLmNvbVgEAAAAKA~~) Your daily update from [Salon](~/AASU4wA~/RgRlQ4FMP0QWaHR0cHM6Ly93d3cuc2Fsb24uY29tL1cDc3BjQgpjT0z8YGMi70PAUht0cmlzdHJhbWJhbGR3aW44NUBnbWFpbC5jb21YBAAAACg~). [Trump-supporters] Samuel Corum/Getty Images "They cannot survive without fear": A heretic on leaving the evangelical church "Iwas leaving the Garden, the evangelical church, and the only version of myself that I had ever known. I was choosing who I wanted to be — but I had no idea who she was." [In her new book, "Heretic,](~/AASU4wA~/RgRlQ4FMP0QpaHR0cHM6Ly9ib29rc2hvcC5vcmcvYS8yNDY0Lzk3ODAzNTg1ODE4MTlXA3NwY0IKY09M_GBjIu9DwFIbdHJpc3RyYW1iYWxkd2luODVAZ21haWwuY29tWAQAAAAo)" writer and self-declared "recovering academic" [Jeanna Kadlec](~/AASU4wA~/RgRlQ4FMP0QeaHR0cHM6Ly9qZWFubmFrYWRsZWMuY29tL2Fib3V0VwNzcGNCCmNPTPxgYyLvQ8BSG3RyaXN0cmFtYmFsZHdpbjg1QGdtYWlsLmNvbVgEAAAAKA~~) weaves her personal experiences walking away from the faith of her youth with a larger meditation on the larger social and political damage wrought on the U.S. by the popularity of evangelical Christianity. In an era when the hardcore Christian set's hunger for power leads them to back faux-repentant [sleazes like Donald Trump](~/AASU4wA~/RgRlQ4FMP0R0aHR0cHM6Ly93d3cuc2Fsb24uY29tLzIwMjAvMDkvMTEvd2hhdC1oZS1yZWFsbHktdGhpbmtzLXRydW1wLW1vY2tzLWNocmlzdGlhbnMtY2FsbHMtdGhlbS1mb29scy1hbmQtc2NobXVja3NfcGFydG5lci9XA3NwY0IKY09M_GBjIu9DwFIbdHJpc3RyYW1iYWxkd2luODVAZ21haWwuY29tWAQAAAAo) and [Herschel Walker,](~/AASU4wA~/RgRlQ4FMP0RraHR0cHM6Ly93d3cuc2Fsb24uY29tLzIwMjIvMTAvMDQvaGVyc2NoZWwtd2Fsa2Vycy1hYm9ydGlvbi1zY2FuZGFsLXdvbnQtYWxpZW5hdGUtY2hyaXN0aWFuLXJpZ2h0LWhlcmVzLXdoeS9XA3NwY0IKY09M_GBjIu9DwFIbdHJpc3RyYW1iYWxkd2luODVAZ21haWwuY29tWAQAAAAo) that's an even greater need for her insights about how this religion wields so much control over its followers. Why do people, especially women, stay in a religion that's so abusive? What does it take to leave? Kadlec can't answer those questions for everyone, but as someone who was fully immersed into young adulthood, only to escape after she discovered her lesbian identity while married a preacher's kid, there's much to be learned from her journey. Salon spoke with Kadlec about her book, the way evangelicals try to rebrand old-fashioned patriarchy, and how her pain of losing her community is spreading in the era of increasing GOP radicalism. [Read Amanda Marcotte's full interview with Jeanna Kadlec.](~/AASU4wA~/RgRlQ4FMP0R6aHR0cHM6Ly93d3cuc2Fsb24uY29tLzIwMjIvMTAvMzEvYW55dGhpbmctdGhhdC1hLW1hbi1kb2VzLXRvLXlvdS1pcy1nb2RzLXdpbGwtYS1oZXJldGljLW9uLWxlYXZpbmctdGhlLWV2YW5nZWxpY2FsLWNodXJjaC9XA3NwY0IKY09M_GBjIu9DwFIbdHJpc3RyYW1iYWxkd2luODVAZ21haWwuY29tWAQAAAAo) [Donald-Trump] Emily Elconin/Getty Images CREW's Noah Bookbinder on the "very small step" from Trump's corruption to authoritarian rule Trump's financial corruption and sociopathic greed are not separate from him and his movement's fascist assault on American democracy. In reality, they are central elements, but the mainstream news media have largely treated stories of Trump's financial misdeeds as unconnected to the rising neofascist threat. Salon's Chauncey DeVega spoke with CREW chief Noah Bookbinder about America's democracy crisis and why so many members of the political class, as well as everyday Americans, remain in such denial. He warns that Trump and the Republicans, along with other illiberal forces, are eroding American democracy in both highly visible and far more subtle ways, and that the American people may lose their freedom without quite realizing it. Bookbinder argues that Attorney General Merrick Garland must prosecute Donald Trump and his inner circle for their obvious crimes, because not doing so would clearly encourage a coup in the near future. 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[Power, politics and persuasion](~/AASU4wA~/RgRlQ4FMP0RqaHR0cHM6Ly93d3cuc2Fsb24uY29tLzIwMjIvMTAvMzAvcG93ZXItYW5kLXBlcnN1YXNpb24td2h5LWRlbW9jcmF0cy1kb250LXdpbi0tYW5kLWhvdy10aGV5LWNhbi1maWdodC1iYWNrL1cDc3BjQgpjT0z8YGMi70PAUht0cmlzdHJhbWJhbGR3aW44NUBnbWFpbC5jb21YBAAAACg~): Why Democrats don't win — and how they can fight back - “I was 13 when doctors started telling me to have a baby": A [real-life tale of medical trauma](~/AASU4wA~/RgRlQ4FMP0R0aHR0cHM6Ly93d3cuc2Fsb24uY29tLzIwMjIvMTAvMzAvaS13YXMtMTMtd2hlbi1kb2N0b3JzLXN0YXJ0ZWQtdGVsbGluZy1tZS10by1oYXZlLWEtYmFieS1hLXJlYWwtbGlmZS10YWxlLW9mLXRyYXVtYS9XA3NwY0IKY09M_GBjIu9DwFIbdHJpc3RyYW1iYWxkd2luODVAZ21haWwuY29tWAQAAAAo) - How [Gaylor Swift conspiracists](~/AASU4wA~/RgRlQ4FMP0RXaHR0cHM6Ly93d3cuc2Fsb24uY29tLzIwMjIvMTAvMzEvdGF5bG9yLWdheWxvci1zd2lmdC1xYW5vbi1jb25zcGlyYWN5LWVzb3RlcmljLXdyaXRpbmcvVwNzcGNCCmNPTPxgYyLvQ8BSG3RyaXN0cmFtYmFsZHdpbjg1QGdtYWlsLmNvbVgEAAAAKA~~) think like QAnoners - Election denial and the Big Lie: Sure, Trump made it worse — [but both sides do it](~/AASU4wA~/RgRlQ4FMP0RhaHR0cHM6Ly93d3cuc2Fsb24uY29tLzIwMjIvMTAvMzEvZGVuaWFsLWFuZC10aGUtYmlnLWxpZS1zdXJlLW1hZGUtaXQtd29yc2UtLWJ1dC1ib3RoLXNpZGVzLWRvLWl0L1cDc3BjQgpjT0z8YGMi70PAUht0cmlzdHJhbWJhbGR3aW44NUBnbWFpbC5jb21YBAAAACg~) - 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There's a "safe limit" to [how much candy you can binge](~/AASU4wA~/RgRlQ4FMP0RJaHR0cHM6Ly93d3cuc2Fsb24uY29tLzIwMjIvMTAvMzEvZXhwZXJ0cy1vbi1zdWdhci1iaW5nZS1oZWFsdGgtaGFsbG93ZWVuL1cDc3BjQgpjT0z8YGMi70PAUht0cmlzdHJhbWJhbGR3aW44NUBnbWFpbC5jb21YBAAAACg~) before it starts doing damage to your body - From Poirot to Pünd: How ["Magpie Murders"](~/AASU4wA~/RgRlQ4FMP0REaHR0cHM6Ly93d3cuc2Fsb24uY29tLzIwMjIvMTAvMzAvbWFncGllLXB1bmQtZGV0ZWN0aXZlLXRpbS1tY211bGxhbi9XA3NwY0IKY09M_GBjIu9DwFIbdHJpc3RyYW1iYWxkd2luODVAZ21haWwuY29tWAQAAAAo) evolved its outsider detective - How [candy corn became the villain](~/AASU4wA~/RgRlQ4FMP0RgaHR0cHM6Ly93d3cuc2Fsb24uY29tLzIwMjIvMTAvMzAvaG93LWNhbmR5LWNvcm4tYmVjYW1lLXRoZS12aWxsYWluLWluLW91ci1tb2Rlcm4taGFsbG93ZWVuLWxvcmUvVwNzcGNCCmNPTPxgYyLvQ8BSG3RyaXN0cmFtYmFsZHdpbjg1QGdtYWlsLmNvbVgEAAAAKA~~) in our modern Halloween lore - [What's new on Netflix](~/AASU4wA~/RgRlQ4FMP0RuaHR0cHM6Ly93d3cuc2Fsb24uY29tLzIwMjIvMTAvMzAvd2hhdHMtbmV3LW9uLW5ldGZsaXgtaW4tbm92ZW1iZXItZnJvbS10aGUtY3Jvd24tYW5kLWJsb2NrYnVzdGVyLXRvLXdlZG5lc2RheS9XA3NwY0IKY09M_GBjIu9DwFIbdHJpc3RyYW1iYWxkd2luODVAZ21haWwuY29tWAQAAAAo) in November, from "The Crown" and "Blockbuster" to "Wednesday" - 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[Pelosi-home] Tayfun Coskun/Anadolu Agency via Getty Images Behind the GOP gaslighting over Pelosi attack: They know it won't happen to them We've heard a lot about "gaslighting" over the past few years, and often the term doesn't really apply to whatever phenomenon is being discussed. But this past weekend we saw a perfect example, with Republicans and their media allies working overtime to convince Americans that political violence is found on "both sides" of the partisan divide. In the final week of a hard-fought midterm campaign, one might wish be generous and excuse them for bending the truth or being hyperbolic. But this wasn't an ordinary weekend. In the wee hours of Friday morning, a man wielding a hammer broke into the San Francisco home of House Speaker Nancy Pelosi, and confronted her 82-year-old husband, Paul, repeatedly asking, "Where's Nancy?" and threatening to tie up Paul Pelosi and wait for the speaker to return home. It's obvious to all rational people that the assailant intended to abduct, injure or kill Nancy Pelosi, based on those facts alone. This story is still unfolding and we certainly don't know all the facts yet. But it's pretty clear that yet another right-wing kook committed calculated political violence, and this time the target's spouse took the hit. But Republicans believe they don't have to worry about this kind of stuff. They know the current spate of violence isn't aimed at them, don't they? (It's like Donald Trump telling the Secret Service at the Jan. 6 rally to let armed people in: "They're not here to hurt me.") The response of prominent Republicans has been nothing short of stunning. [Oh, sure](~/AASU4wA~/RgRlQ4FMP0RXaHR0cHM6Ly93d3cucG9saXRpY28uY29tL25ld3MvMjAyMi8xMC8zMC9ybmMtY2hhaXItZ29wLXJoZXRvcmljLXBlbG9zaS1hc3NhdWx0LTAwMDY0MTI5VwNzcGNCCmNPTPxgYyLvQ8BSG3RyaXN0cmFtYmFsZHdpbjg1QGdtYWlsLmNvbVgEAAAAKA~~): Mitch McConnell said the attack was "disgusting" and Kevin McCarthy said that "violence or threat of violence has no place in our society." And quite a few others sent the usual pro forma thoughts and prayers. But that's about it. 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[Vox](~/AASU4wA~/RgRlQ4FMP0RdaHR0cHM6Ly93d3cudm94LmNvbS9yZWNvZGUvMjM0MjY5MDcvcmVzdGF1cmFudC1zZXJ2aWNlLWZlZS1jaGFyZ2UtdGlwcGluZy1pbmZsYXRpb24tY29uZnVzaW9uVwNzcGNCCmNPTPxgYyLvQ8BSG3RyaXN0cmFtYmFsZHdpbjg1QGdtYWlsLmNvbVgEAAAAKA~~) [Elon-Musk] CARINA JOHANSEN/NTB/AFP via Getty Images Elon Musk uses Twitter to push Pelosi attack conspiracy theory that’s quickly debunked by police Musk, who officially took over the social platform on Friday, tweeted a link to an article claiming that Paul Pelosi was drunk and in a fight with a male prostitute to his 112 million followers. "There is a tiny possibility there might be more to this story than meets the eye," Musk wrote in a reply to Clinton, linking to an article from the Santa Monica Observer that baselessly claimed the suspect was a male prostitute. The link was deleted about six hours later. Police refuted the claim and SF DA Brooke Jenkins said there is no evidence Pelosi and his attacker knew each other. The Santa Monica Observer is one of a growing number of websites that "masquerade as legitimate newspapers," The Los Angeles Times Editorial Board [warned last year](~/AASU4wA~/RgRlQ4FMP0ROaHR0cHM6Ly93d3cubGF0aW1lcy5jb20vb3Bpbmlvbi9zdG9yeS8yMDIxLTA4LTA5L2xvY2FsLWZha2UtbmV3cy1oeXBlcnBhcnRpc2FuVwNzcGNCCmNPTPxgYyLvQ8BSG3RyaXN0cmFtYmFsZHdpbjg1QGdtYWlsLmNvbVgEAAAAKA~~). The website, which is owned by former City Council candidate David Ganezer, is "notorious for publishing false news," the outlet reported, noting that the site once claimed that Hillary Clinton had died in 2016 and a body double was sent to debate Donald Trump. It later reported that Trump had named Kanye West to a senior position in the Interior Department, among other false claims. 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