I felt insecure this weekend.

I don't know why I still feel like this. Hey {NAME}! This week we are prepping for our Holiday Party and I AM SO EXCITED. It is 90s themed! Yea. As in...acid washed denim, Spice Girls, Fresh Prince, Titanic, chokers, and tamagatchis galore!!! Crazy thing is, this week is the BUSIEST WEEK I’ve had the entire year. Between running the businesses, for some reason I’ve got a couple big production film shoots a day! Which means, no time at the computer. So I’ve been up til 1am almost everyday trying to catch up. It’s not “healthy”, but the truth is it’s life. It’s not balance - it’s harmony. I’ll have my rest waiting for me on the eve of Christmas Eve. Anyway, onto some thoughtful goodies for you! It's not always as glamorous as it seems... Over the weekend, I attended the Unforgettable Gala which is basically the “Oscars” of the Asian American community. It was an amazing event, but feelings of insecurity kept springing up. My body doesn't look like a lot of other Asian women and even though I KNOW not to compare myself, that doesn't always stop it from happening. I still struggle. I'm still learning to love myself. [The uncomfortable truth 😕]( Maybe the comfiest workout ever! Awe yeaaaah, got a total ab, thighs, and booty workout for you using...YOUR PILLOW? Mhm. No equipment. No fancy gym membership. Just you, your pillow, and ME! Are you ready for it? *cue Taylor* [Try it now 💦]( Getting that revenge body🔥🔥🔥 [Revenge Body | POP Songs in Real Life]( When someone breaks up with you, you've got two options. You can wallow & let the pain crush you. OR you can motivate yourself to get moving & fall in love with YOURSELF. We wanted to capture that moment -- the aftermath of sudden heartbreak. But, you know, a lil' exaggerated... So we gave POP Songs IRL a remix: the Revenge Body version! It was so fun to shoot! It's refreshing to break out of the norm and try sketches. Anyway, check out how I deal when I get DUMPED💔. [Watch now 💪]( 2018 is coming in fast! Let's finish off 2017 strong! Give it all you got! Here's this month's secret password: "holidaze" [Follow the plan 🗓]( Hope the holiday season is treating you well! Can you even believe how soon 2018 is? I can't. I CANNOT. [YouTube]( [Facebook]( [Instagram]( [Twitter]( [Pinterest]( Copyright © 2017 Blogilates, All rights reserved. You are receiving this email because you signed up for the Blogilates newsletter. Our mailing address is: Blogilates 5482 Wilshire Blvd #299Los Angeles, CA 90036 [Add us to your address book](//blogilates.us9.list-manage.com/vcard?u=96dbc96c4509cca3fdad6c485&id=3cff3a42ed) Want to change how you receive these emails? You can [update your preferences]( or [unsubscribe from this list](